EGO. What do you mean by ego?
Ego is a disease of not confessing the crimes that you have committed, the problems you create in society, the bad habits that effect others.Not confessing these crimes to yourself is ego. Ego is something that fetters you not to believe in something that you are responsible for. If you had fight with someone over an issue that you are responsible for but just because you have more muscular authority over the other guy , you would never accept your fault. This is ego.
Am I an egoist?
No, i dont think so. I might be an egotist sometimes but not an egoist. Well, one of my friends PJ just called me one. I know he doesnt know me a bit. People believe in what they listen , what they see. They never intent to search for someone's intensions behind the task. They see what I want them to see. They just observe what I want them to observe. They are Under my control.
P.J. always occupies a seat on 3rd or 4rd bench in the middle column with other guys . But today since there was no seat in the middle and unfortunately I entered the room with P.J. beside me, i forced him to sit on a bench , 4th from the beginning in the left row. Generally , girls used to cover the whole left column.
H.S joined soon. Now, suddenly the guy who has been a backbencher before , now wants to go and join them . Seriously, at least make a good excuse P.J , or be a straight forward person. You could have said directly that you are a racist and do not see girls as equally as you look at boys. But I wouldn't even had liked that as well, so it doesnt matter. Then , Its ok. I have no problem , we can join backbenchers. So, three of us stood and went to sit on the 9th bench in the middle column. I took my seat silently without murmuring a word , but obviously it was visible on my face that I hated him for changing our seat.
Dude! guess what did he said then , " bahut ego hai iski aisa sa hi hai ye" ". He said this to H.S.
Man! Patience has its limits. I replied " yeah bro yeah. i am an egoist and i will be that "
H.S asked PJ " whats happening bro ? "
PJ answered " aisa hi hai yr ye , apne aap theek ho jaega thodi der me"
WTF! I couldn' t tolerate more. But i didnt do anything. These guys again shifted to right column, a bench forward. I stayed there and wrote what you are reading now!
Ego is a disease of not confessing the crimes that you have committed, the problems you create in society, the bad habits that effect others.Not confessing these crimes to yourself is ego. Ego is something that fetters you not to believe in something that you are responsible for. If you had fight with someone over an issue that you are responsible for but just because you have more muscular authority over the other guy , you would never accept your fault. This is ego.
Am I an egoist?
No, i dont think so. I might be an egotist sometimes but not an egoist. Well, one of my friends PJ just called me one. I know he doesnt know me a bit. People believe in what they listen , what they see. They never intent to search for someone's intensions behind the task. They see what I want them to see. They just observe what I want them to observe. They are Under my control.
P.J. always occupies a seat on 3rd or 4rd bench in the middle column with other guys . But today since there was no seat in the middle and unfortunately I entered the room with P.J. beside me, i forced him to sit on a bench , 4th from the beginning in the left row. Generally , girls used to cover the whole left column.
H.S joined soon. Now, suddenly the guy who has been a backbencher before , now wants to go and join them . Seriously, at least make a good excuse P.J , or be a straight forward person. You could have said directly that you are a racist and do not see girls as equally as you look at boys. But I wouldn't even had liked that as well, so it doesnt matter. Then , Its ok. I have no problem , we can join backbenchers. So, three of us stood and went to sit on the 9th bench in the middle column. I took my seat silently without murmuring a word , but obviously it was visible on my face that I hated him for changing our seat.
Dude! guess what did he said then , " bahut ego hai iski aisa sa hi hai ye" ". He said this to H.S.
Man! Patience has its limits. I replied " yeah bro yeah. i am an egoist and i will be that "
H.S asked PJ " whats happening bro ? "
PJ answered " aisa hi hai yr ye , apne aap theek ho jaega thodi der me"
WTF! I couldn' t tolerate more. But i didnt do anything. These guys again shifted to right column, a bench forward. I stayed there and wrote what you are reading now!
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